Steady.

My previous post is about complains. But now, I feel much better. Part of it was because Pn.Gengawas in a good mood on Wednesday and the whole class manage to answer her questions. This is how it went. When she came in, she sort of scolded a girl because Pn.Shanti complain about her to Pn.Genga. This is because when Pn.Shanti told us to take out our text books, she caught the girl writing something on a piece of paper instead of getting ready for maths. So she scolded her and threw away her paper. She too told Pn.Genga. According to my opinion, I didn't think that she did something really wrong. Why can't she write something when you haven't even start your class??? Anyways, when Pn.Genga came in, she scolded her untill she almost cried. So I thought that Pn.Genga must be in a bad mood which symbolise that we were on the way to hell... But luckily, she didn't react the way I thought she might react. Besides that, i think I saw her smiling too. I too finally can get use to the timetable I set for myself. But my schedule is getting quite pack already. So hopefully I can manage everything. GTG now. BB

Exhausted

I am simply exhausted. Every morning, I have to wake up at 6:45am to jog. 7:30am eat breakfast. 8:00am, rush up stairs to study. 9:30am, watch tv. 11:00am, bath. 12:00am, wait for bus. 7:00, eat dinner. 7:30am, rush to practice guzheng. 8:00am, rush to study. 9:30am, sleep. What else can I add in?? I am really worried what if I have too much homework, I won't have the time to do it. I just came back from tuition, I am really tired. But I don't feel like sleeping. Now, suddenly a PUAN GENGA poped out. All you just said was" try your best, the future is yours". What do you mean by that? I might burst out crying because of Puan Genga. I have never in my life feel so scard of a teacher. But now, you?! How can I concentrate on my studies when I shake for fear when I see you? I don't mind you being serious, but please, be entertain at some times la. Do you know when you started off with the questions, my heart was beating really fast and my hands were too sweating. I really don't know how to face you for another 10 months. I really don't know what to do? All I can hope for now is to study really hard to face you. Got to go now. BB.